Now and Then

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Must keep trying.
Struggling to find the point.
Carries on nonetheless.


Another monday. I realize how tiring mondays feel. Today I finally napped in between classes, well it wasn't a true nap.
it was one of those naps where you dont know whether or not you actually fell asleep.
but when you wake up you realize there was some loss of consciousness. maybe

And that reminds me of that time I was a kid. I was a kid!
No this has a point.
I was a kid and I had a book. And in that book it told me that dreams can be manipulated by surrounding environments while you sleep. So I think, if I sleep on some books will I dream that I am on rocks on a big mountain?
Turns out parents don't like their kids sleeping on books. Probably for the child's sake. And knowing me I probably wouldn't have been able to get comfortable enough to sleep anyways.
There it is. There's that childhood ambition. Bring that back.