On the manner of things

I've been trying to stay on top of things. I worked out, I made appointments, I discussed things with my peer animators, I drew my picture a day, I wrote this blog, and I did my macroecon homework. And yet, despite these great strides of trying to get things done, I keep ending up way behind.

Still without job
Still haven't been actively pursuing a job
Still way behind in visual storytelling
Do not have a script for visual storytelling
I think my teacher is starting to catch on that I just keep making Friend Melodramas
And I really need a toenail clipper. But that's unnecessary information.

And I don't feel busy, per say. More that I'm just coming up short.

I don't know. This weekend is going to be tough.

3 more picture-a-days for those of you who've been keeping track. I have garnered more attention than I was expecting, and I'm not quite sure what to do with it all. Everyone wants a finale. But I'm just one kid drained of enthusiasm .

I've been trying to figure out how to upload my animation onto the Chapman animators website to show my support, but the darn thing is just so hard to figure out.

I don't have anything worthwhile to say I guess.



Stupid Jessica. I had a meeting with her again today. She asks me if I wanted to do InsideTrack next year, and I was just like yeah. no. that's okay. And she smiles and said she thought so and that I didn't seem like the type of student. And I smile back. And beneath our smiles are frowns. And beneath those frowns are weeks and weeks of pent up rage of poorly designed meetings and personality clashes.

Apparently I was smiling when I was typing that. Jake asked what I was smiling at, and I said nothing. He asked if it was the blog, and I stopped for a second. I remembered we had had this conversation a while ago, and as a result mentions of Jake dwindled there for a while.

Because you just never know who might read this.

I hope Jessica does.
whore..

Whoa, what. no.
Sorry.
Sometimes things like that just slip by me.